Tuesday, September 12, 2006

dazed and confused

hmmm..i am almost 22 now...n funnily i have started getting a midlife crisis already i think..i feel like iv aged so much n yet achieved nothing.it is so irritating..
nothing..nothing..nothing..
fuck its so irritating..
i wil be finishing wit my engineering soon..it was a mistake for sure.
i am anything but an electronics engineer..wat a bloody mistake..
should i hope that if i start workin il learn things i did not at college..everybody seems to believe that..but i dont think im going to fool myself any longer..goin to get the hell away from electronics..
so where am i going to shift to?the problem wit me is that i dont have any focus..dont knw wat i want to do..
so i dont have a clue..i am again doing wat the whole worlds doing..go to management or shift to comps.

one more on my atheist beliefs:

http://www.godisimaginary.com/