Friday, January 12, 2007

A little less confusion.


i have figured out why india has such a large population of believers.i have figured out why atheists r hounded till they believe in god.its for their own good.u see,the thing is that in a country like ours,u need a huge ugly round pot of luck to succeed.n this,is always a gift from god. everyone wants to rise from this middle class that almost al of us r a part of,and no matter wat u do,how hard u work,u will always need mr god on ur side(his pot of luck mostly,so v must stay in his good books)
the thing is y the hell must u believe in him for him to do good to u,when he is supposed to love all his children?isnt it true that if a person is not evil,god must not be evil to him n do good to him?
but ironically god has his own ways,n he does good to only those who will believe in him first.
y i am blabbering all this,is because someone told me that u must believe in god to achieve anything.at first it sounded ridiculous to me.i mean if i put in my best y wont i achieve it?while that may be true in a lot of places in the world,not so,in india.
u may put in ur best,but so are millions,out of whom at least a few thousand would be as good as u..this is where u need luck..this is where god must be invented for us to relieve ourselves of al the trauma v must go through because of being citizens of this fucking overcrowded country.
now v can conveniently say god will take care of us.
anyway if god exists,he must have a bad bad sense of humour.i mean denying me something is one thing.but wat mr god does to me is this.he would let me climb up the stairs to success.one step at a time,i reach the top but one step.as i lift my foot for one last time,he makes the stairs disappear..i come crashing down.it keeps repeating.
there,even i used god to take the blame for my failures.no wonder ppl believe in him so much.

signed
Balaji Krishnamurthy